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Sometimes, you want to have someone to hang out with, do life with, or at least do things together: shopping, eating out, and checking out essential things to you or that person. Yesterday was the first time I longed for some female companionship, not for intimacy, but to be with. As I walked into Kohl’s in Arlington, a feeling of loneliness hit me that was different from other times; unlike the moments of grief or loneliness I felt from Ursula not being here, this was different. I longed for a female to talk to, laugh with, sit and have a meal with, and explore life. Today marks 16 months since she’s been gone.